I feel bad about myself... (Long but might interest you)?
As long as I can remember, I wasn't a out going person. I wouldn't play with other kids outside, I more then half the time stay home whenever my parents go somewhere. I would always stay home and play video games, computer, and watch tv. My parents (my mom mostly) always says to me ''I wish you was more out going, go outside and play or something'' I was never that good in sports, basketball, football, soccer, etc but I could play.
Next is my social aspect. I'm not as talkative like I was years ago. At the start of 9th grade maybe, I started to talk less and less. I would always be called the quiet boy in my classrooms. But, I do make friends after a while cuz I'm likable and a cool person overall. But the thing is, I dont hold conversations for to long. I dont know why. Well I started stuttering in the middle of 9th grade so that must be it. I would always not talk for like most of the day cuz of it. Its... kinda depressing to me a little. Its just that... I dont like people laughing at me... laughing at me because of my talking and stuff. I just cant take that. I would always look at other people at school who are in groups with friends and able to contribute to the conversation. In every corner they turn, they would be someone they know and starts talken to him/her. Always makes me feel bad cuz I dont have many friends really.
The good thing is that I have had 3 girlfriends my whole life. I admit that I was jealous of seeing other people with a girlfriend/boyfriend. Kissing, Hugging, Holding hands, etc. My first girl didnt last long at all cuz of my shy side. My second was the longest but had the least affection for a little. My third and most recent was my best but didnt last long cuz she didnt like me the same way I did... still sad about it but I'm over it mostly.
Now I'm 16 and in the 11th grade. I'm still the same person for the most part. Stuttering, always inside the house, everything. I dont like myself for the most part but I cant change the way I am. How can I feel better about myself? I'm sorry its sooo long, I just had alot to say. If you read everything, thank you
In my opinion:
While yes, stuttering is a problem, it is a problem that can be changed. Part of being wise is to realize that beating yourself up about things you can't change or can't change is the worst thing to do. You should learn to let go.
Dalai Lama: We have a saying in Tibet: If a problem can be solved there is no use worrying about it. If it can't be solved, worrying will do no good. (A quote from Seven Years in Tibet)
Part of the struggle of introverts is being social. I am deeply introverted. I used to be so depressed at your age. I'd see groups of people having fun and I wanted that so bad. These days, (20 years old, male) I am barely out of my room. But these are far better days, I am happy. I am NOT SAYING that that is your solution. I am saying that you should take a metaphorical step back. Be "true" to yourself.
There are good people out there, I know someone that stutters. He never annoyed me and I never thought him as stupid. But really though, stop beating yourself up.
He might go to jail and he wont tell me why. What should i do????
so my bf left me a meassage and he said he did something and might go to jail but he wont say what im sitting here about to cry because he wont even say why hes leaving and he sent me a message on MYSPACE which makes it worst is that he couldnt call i really will miss kissing him and talking to him heres is what he said:
hey baby i just wanted 2 tell u that i love u and i dont kno when ill talk 2 u again cuz sum stuff happened and i might be headed 2 DJJ. ur still me gurl and ill cum back 4 u. luv u allwayz ur man BLAKE
so now im sitting here about to cry because i just got this like 30 mins ago and he wont even tell me whywhich makes it worst im so worried and scared what should i do? because he lives to far away for me to walk and i cant find a ride to see him if i tell my mom she'll be like no you cant date him ( she knows who he is but she doesnt know w are dating)
e when i asked him he saaid nothin
I did call him & left a message so dont say that
Yall do not understand..... I havent got a chance to ask him personally. And Im not just worryin about kissing him what i meant is ill miss his touch and being with him. I do know him we stay up until 6 in the mornign talking. He doesnt have another girl either...if he did please believe me id know. I never lied to my mom. She met him before. But im going to stick by my man no matter what! Im just asking what i can do to make things better not if i should stay w/ him
Why if i'm asking for advice one larger older lady is going to say hes cheating on me??? He wont cheat on me . Even if he did i would know... i know his friends . They would of said something to me. Also Im going to stick with him no matter what . Ill find out what happens when the time comes.... Oh and hes not going to kill himself.
CAN SOMEONE WHO WILL NOT JUDGE ME OR HIM GIVE ME TURE ADVICE???? BECAUSE ONE LIKE 2 PEOPLE TRULY HELPED ME NOT TELL ME WHAT TO DO OR TALK BAD ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND.
SO BASICALLY IM ABOUT TO CALL HIM AND I NEED TO KNOW WHAT TO SAY
so if u can be open minded and help me im listening but im not listening to bs
For all u people who said he wants to dump me or ones who said hes no good should kno he most likely wont be going to jail or nothin i talked to his friend and he told me his mom might kick him out and the reason why i cant get to him is because she borke his phone
Theres more detail but yall dont need to know about that...... So I know a ;ittle about whats happening
But next time i post a question PLEASE respect me.
i wont break up with him either
Get over him he is a loser!!
Respect you?? You need to get some sense knocked into you! Is that the kind of life you want for yourself? If you want settle for a loser then you don't deserve any respect! You will think of this in 10 years when you have 6 kids with the jerk and you are on welfare because he is locked up again and you can't scrape up enough money to feed your kids!
How can I just be right for once with this guy ! ? he keep making things worst why his Gf wants to help me?
This is a long question, You know I really hate this guy.... here is the thing, When I was 14-16 I was hurt and heartbroking over someone called chris. He used to take my Ex-girlfriend and touch her and kiss her in front of my door, Anyway I did bad things and they did. So it went to Court which I won and ever since then I wanted to do nothing but to get my hands on chris, anyway 8 years later I find him on facebook and I just told him that I hate him for everthing u did too me and I was heartbroking, but for everthing I done just want to be a man and shakehands anyone all I got from him was bad messages back. And me and his girlfriend had a talk and she said I can understand u but please forgive and forget cause she's getting upset over it, so for her I sent him this message - "Lister I been thinking alot and you know how i said I want to be on loran side , well I think its only fair for me to give u a chance, lister I think we both know loran very well, I loved her , but things between me and you just blown way out . But i'm not saying i'm sorry because come and think about it, it was both of us . Your Girlfriend had a word with one of my camera men and I did read what they said. its hurting her so i think we BOTH should stop this right now, I mean stop fighting . Come on chris she as got a baby now , and ur Gf don't need this crap no more. I know i said I hate u and all of that but it was ur gf who change my mind. she said that its been along time we need to let it ago, and I really lister to her. she said that u didn't know about me and loran, which i guess thats fair, but also on my part you must knew i was in pain with a broking heart, so we both did things wrong. she said some fans been trying to contact her and u over face book, whats the I.ds ? I'm a change person now like big time, everthing chris as change in me , the only thing what haven't change is I still got feelings for loran . I don't know whats wrong with me why don't they just die my feelings ! but anyway after 10 years of this I just want to put all the hate I have for you away burn them so they don't come back and to move on, so i'm willing to clean the table with you and start fresh , (HandShake) in million years would anyone think of this well happen (Smile) . everone one says Michael and Loran reunions how about Michael and Chris reunion . no more fighting hey, anyway let forget about the past ok, let forget about name callings and being jeslous over each other start fresh, So how are you doing, for me i'm doing great , I past my driving test and still crazy on WWE and made out with a wrestler, Lol lol lol can u believe that, so how is life for you , I heard u got a son good on man !, which u may now know i don't have just a normal job, u work at a bar right ? ", then his girlfriend said this - okay i respect you for that so from me thankyou. i think chris will be happy about that to as he has changed aswell over the years i can understand how you felt its not nice to have that happen ive had it done to me befor. but if i held a grudge i knew it wouldnt make things any better. I think your doing the right thing if you and chris forgive and forget it might help you to move on" so We talked about it for 3 hours and next min when he got home from work he block me so that made me so mad and reported me to facebook so I sent this - YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T BELIEVE YOU !!!!! AND YES YOUR GIRLFRIEND DID GIVE ME CREDIT TODAY, FOR SENDING U THAT MESSAGE SO WE COULD TALK I DON'T BELIEVE YOU, WELL DON'T BULLY YOUR GIRLFRIEND LIKE U USED TO WITH EVERONE ELSE . HERE I WAS TRYING MY BEST WITH YOU THEN U DO THAT, YOUR GIRLFRIEND WAS REALLY NICE TO ME EARLY WE BOTH TALKED FOR ABOUT 3 HOURS. I TOLD HER EVERTHING, DON'T U DARE HURT HER OR HIT HER . IF U WANT TO HIT HER THEN TRY HIT ME CAUSE I'M A BIG GUY NOW . YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS BETTER THEN YOU WELL EVER WELL BE . and he sent this message - What the hell are you talkin about. Yeah i know you too talked but thats all. I this is the first message i've wrote you since you first messaged me. I would never hit her, and definatly wouldn't waste my energy or time hunting you to hit you so whateva your problem is... Sort it out. So Iwent on my other id and said - Gosh..... I don't want her. Get that in your head, I love and only love Loran, Gosh, whats wrong with you. I'm NOT LIKE YOU, WHO TAKES GIRLS AWAY FROM OTHERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!! . first off she had a talk to me , then I listen to her and she said i'm doing the right thing for holding my hand out to you, OMGS U are really sick in the head. AND THE ONLY REASON WHY I TOLD YOU TO NOT HIT HER BECAUSE I KNOW YOU. this **** got to stop between us because this is getting ur GF upset. IF YOU READ OUR MESSAGES BETWEEN MINES AND UR GF I SAID IN IT I LOVE AND ONLY LOVE LORAN DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GOSH IT DON'T TAKE A HIGH CLASS PERSON TO WORK THAT OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!. not like when me and LORAN almost kissed each other number of timesssssss. Look chris what are we fighting over now do u think this crap should stop.I don't care about the past now, your GF had a word with me and told me the past is the past and that u are feeling bad about what u did, she said her self u shouldn't done that , and I listen to her. Let stop fighting, WE been fighting for 10 yrs now , do u think it should stop now, because ur GF don't need this, she as got a baby. and she don't need this stress. I can;t believe u think I like her cause we talked ! OMGS, YOUR GIRLFRIEND ISN'T MY TYPE ANYWAY, and we don't know each other, Look I think we should stop this crap right nowwwwwwwwwwww.(Handshake) then he said - You know what your right this should stop. But lets get some things straight. You dont know me you dont know my gf. If you did you world know its not her kid. So yeah lets drop it but there will never
shake hands, I mean i'm trying my best to be the goodguy here
I don't think anyone will read all of the information that you just gave out. I'd shorten it down to a paragraph or 2.
Why you hate Jacob Black. Answer so i can prove to my friends how bad he is! Spoilers!?
The only book i might've liked him was in Twilight, when he wasn't there much.
New Moon he was alright in the beginning, but when he started crushing on Bella,
im just like f*** off! Eclipse he infuriates me! i literally was screaming at book because of him!
Forcing a kiss on bella, trying to steal her away for her boyfriend, uses negatives and her
pain to his advantage, being annoying, arrogant, and twisting everything bella says, as if you wouldnt hate him. it doesnt help, that taylor lautner is playing him in the movies, everyone is going Team jacob, becuse taylor is hot(i wont deny) when i want to slap them in the face saying taylor is an actor, he is not jacob! so theres my rant on my hate, but i dont want to bore you. so explain why you hate Jacob Black, and i can finally give proof to my friends he is a dickhead
Oh my gosh!...i completely agree with you!!!....bahahaha...could have not said it any better myself...jake annoys me...he is interfering with edward and bella's relationship and it bugs the hell out of me!...lmlao...at least edward had to decency to leave bella because he thought that would protect her...if that were jake, he would not want to leave bella...and i view that as being selfish...now trust me, i was upset when edward had left in new moon, but i could see he did it out of love...and not for self satisfaction, which something i am pretty sure jake would have done if he was in edward's shoes...jake would want to be w/ bella and if that means putting her life in danger, he would do it...as long as she was with him...and that in my opinion is not true love...edward is the stronger character because he at least tried to protect her by running away...jake is too stubborn and close-minded to even try that...i don't understand why he was bella's best friend...what happened to alice?...she deserves to be bella's bestie!...bahahaha
I really want to kiss him...but I know I can't?
There's this guy, who started flirting with me on a trip to the Zoo in the beginning of last month. I flirted back, and even gave him my number only to find out he had a girlfriend!! A lot of drama I won't even go into in between that... But now we're just friends who like each other...So last friday we were texting and he said he was picturing kissing me, and he asked if he could kiss me. I said no, since of course he has a girlfriend. But then he said, please it'll just be our secret you look really kissable. SO then i said, why do you like me anyway if you have a girlfriend? and then he just said because I was really cute.. His girlfriend is really laid back. She didn't care when she found out he did a lot touching to me at the zoo...so I think that's why he might be taking advantage of her. I feel so bad...
And he knows I like him back. I really want to kiss him but I won't..we have a lot in common and he's really funny. What would you do if you were me? Don't worry I won't kiss him, because that's wrong. But what would you do?
I know that feeling..he's everything you want, but single.
It's good you're backing off.
If this were me, I'd keep it strictly friendship, nothing more.
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